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November 3rd, 2004
12:18 am - Why?
So America why do you want to kill me? Why would you pick a monkey to be your president? All things point to that man is trying to kill us. I am just in shock. I say fuck Bush! America what are you doing? I will not listen, I will not obey this man. He is not my president. I know it is a bit much but I really hate him. I hope that many people will not listen to this bastard. Oh and Channel 4 go to hell. 269 for the past hour my ass. Why the hell can't you wait.This is the end of America. Democracy has let me down.Fuck this country and one more time fuck Bush!
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September 10th, 2004
03:47 am - hmmmm
MUST WRITE PAPER!
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August 4th, 2004
10:18 am - my last words will be "oh shit"
Come sept. 15 I will have no job. They are closing it down. I am a bit pissed even though I knew it was coming.
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July 30th, 2004
10:59 am
Times change, people change these things are constant. It is strange to be on the verge of many things I thought would never come. To put hope in a places I never thought I would. To trust that things are going to get finished.
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July 21st, 2004
July 9th, 2004
12:55 pm - ?
Who am I? What did or do I have in common with the people around me? Summer has told me that my theme song is I am a rock by Simon and Garfunkel. Perhaps this is why I feel like this. Perhaps it is all the things that have happened in the past few months. I feel at times I am not ready for this. I sometimes wish things could be as they were. I don't perhaps I am just closing myself off.
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July 5th, 2004
02:01 pm
Perhaps it is not over but I still am a fool. I am trapped in the past.Lost in emmotions that once were so srtong but now are probably no longer there. How does anyone get rid of this stuff?
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01:36 pm - f..ck
Why are things so hard? why am I so stupid? Why is it like this?
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July 2nd, 2004
03:37 pm - India
I have been reading this book and well I feel a little heartbreak over it. Warren Hastings should not have received that bad reputation. He was a rather good fellow. It breaks my heart to read about his trial. This isa the first book I have read on him but from what I have found in other books is the same. He was a person with great talent and wanted to bring India and Britain together in the best way he could. He was an Imperialist but as far as those go he was one of the better ones. I am not going to write about my life because well I would rather not speak of it. So here is to you Warren Hastings. My icon is a portrait of him.
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June 26th, 2004
10:00 am - Filled with hate
I hate my country so much right now. If half the info In the new Moore movie is true then I am really living in the new Nazi Germany. That is right I am calling all of us F...ing Nazis. I feel sick and disgusted. I hate my country and I hate this system. I wonder do any of you want to just bring it down and go back to the beginning. Well That would be very hard. I say all of us should run for congress. That way you don't have to worry about which old Nazi is the best one. I am sick of having to vote for Nazis I want an actual human being.
The amount of evil committed in my name is unspeakable. I think I should die because of it. Summer said I had no hand in it so why should I die in punishment. I think I do have a hand in it unseen. I give these companies money in some form or another and they in turn send other people to die to get more. I am paying for death right now. They say don't support terror so don't do drugs I say don't support terror don't buy gas. Can't do that thought everything in this stupid country is so far away that you need a f...ing car. I hate Nazis more then almost anything. Right now I feel like I am a bit of a Nazi for being American. I curse this government. I hope it falls and all those rich bastards choke on their money. Who knows I may have to go die for some rich nazi soon. As I said if half that stuff is true then I should be sent to the front in Iraq and those guys who are there because they needed money for college should come home and take my place. I feel so awful about everything.Damn Nazis!
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June 25th, 2004
04:16 pm - ................
I want to get out of here.
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Current Music: Postal Service - Brand New Colony
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01:00 pm - Screaming
I have lost it. I am out of control on many fronts. My nights have been filled with nightmares and such. My days well filled with drama and so I have lost control. I can feel one half of me screaming and pulling out my hair while the other half is trying to be civil.
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June 22nd, 2004
11:10 am - PISSED OFF!
SUMMER HAS ASKED ME NOT TO DO CERTAIN THINGS BECAUSE I AM JUST BEING OUT OF CONTROL. IT IS TRUE I HAVE NO GOOD REASON THEN I WANT TO SAY HOW I FEEL ABOUT THINGS THAT GET SAID. FUCK IT......FUCK IT.....FUCK IT.....OH AND FUCK IT!SHE LEFT I DON'T KNOW IF SHE IS COMING BACK ANYTIME SOON. I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW. I GUESS IT WAS BEST WHEN I DIDN'T SPEAK BECAUSE I JUST DO STUPID SHIT. FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, FUCK.
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June 21st, 2004
10:58 am - Die Hard = ?
The other night i rented Die Hard. I never knew how brilliant that movie is. It is everything people think America is and so much more. I think foreign policy is based on this movie. Countries want our money or our power. They hate us because we are greedy and well just all around bastards. Our response is always "Yippee (I can't think of spelling of the next word but I am sure you know it) Mother f..ker". I think that is basically American foreign policy.
Also it is the ideal American. Some everyday shlub who wonders into a situation and is able to beat the odds. The classic under dog plot. I heard that Americans always thought of themselves as under dogs. I suppose it is true to a certain extent. How could a cop beat 12 guys who probably spent years training for that one job. I can only assume that they knew more then just how to punch. Through American know how he beats them. I just marvel at how that could happen.
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June 9th, 2004
04:58 pm - birthday
I had no idea how many people were born on this day. I wish to say a happy birthday to them all. Two new additions all on this day. I am sure there have been many more but these two are from people I know. It is very strange to be around to see someone be born on the same day you were. I just can't seem to get over how strange that is. Not that we are now tied together by any magic force but I guess you could happen. So to all the june 9th babies here is to you.
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May 28th, 2004
04:02 pm - zim dandy
I have found Invader Zim on dvd. I wish I could get it but I have not seen it anywhere. The 2nd season comes out in August. Sealab 2021 comes out in july. I just can't wait for these things to come out. I really want to get Invader Zim but I have to pay stupid bills first. I curse responsibility.
Current Mood: excited
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May 24th, 2004
03:03 pm - One Down
So I finished the first book to Lord of The Rings. I have to say I liked it. It really was a good book and it was in many ways better then the movie. I still will say the movies were very good.
It was the first night with the kitten allowed to go were he pleased and well I had no real problem. At like six or something he started to attack my blanket and bite my feet. He soon lost interest and went after Boots. Si I got my sleep. This morning though it was clear that it was quite the battle between the two of them.
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May 22nd, 2004
11:05 am - Creepy Camp
Camping was great fun but a bit draining. I think that was just the hike and the creepy woman who watched us from 8 pm to I think 10 pm. She had her lights turned off and was just sitting in the dark.
New cat old cat troubles seem to be here to stay. I have never seen such a fat cat afriad of such a small kitten. Mr.Boots is just so scared of the kitten. The kitten is filled with battle and courage and will go after Mr. boots. I think tonight a ring of death should be made to settle who is the cat of the house.A week with cable ha...I am so excited. One more thing
HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY BRANDIE.
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May 15th, 2004
01:29 pm - update
I have got a room for the trip to Las Vegas. It will be from the 11th to the 13th of june. I hope many of you can come. The room was like 289 dollars so the more come the less you will have to pay.At The moment I think it will be about 50 per person but I am not sure.
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May 12th, 2004
12:28 pm - one more thing
Summer brought this one up and well I guess it should be added. It is the worst of them all.
-When I go to sleep I like to listen to enya....yes I like enya.
God that one is really bad. Well Amanda I hope you don't feel too bad about journey now. To the rest of you don't judge....I'm sure you got stuff this bad.
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